Every day is torture, every evening painful; every morning, realizing the distance between us is depressing. But this is how God set it up, for some reason...I don't know why, but He must know what He's doing. It's rough being this far away from the one that I love with everything inside of me, but even so we have grown all the more closer since we first began "dating." Actually, it's incredible how close we've become over that time. And no, I'm not going to give you details...that's our business.

All I can say is that I can't wait to marry her; it's not the "benefits" of marriage that I'm interested in: it's the part about being with her forever. Holding her hand any time, hugging her close, kissing her cheek impulsively...the little things that make two people's relationship so special and awesome. But I'll have to wait...give me strength, Lord!
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